too Time tipsY Gypsy

Slip wire trough to the train set
Hyper tension Europa bound
Found ice in the distant black
Layered heaven over and fortunate
Order lost to chaos on the jet stream
Eyed contrails from our parents’ roof
Slipped on the shingles
Broken arm led to hospital room ice cream
All the rest just a blur
Doesn’t matter who touched you
Keep walking climbing rising finding
Life found in the mysteries
Truth kept behind velvet doors
One lock with two keys
All roads lead to
Roam the countryside like a dragon to tired to fly
Hungry and angry and murderous and vile
Intrepid gallant handsome mesmerizing
Can’t help but lose focus
Worth living in a world of isn’ts
Words characters arranged to inflict
Thoughts feelings love hate pain desire defense restraint disease
Careful what they wished for
We know not what it was

LcOST

Choked me dead
Heart blast
Body shake
Hot cold
Stomach hollow
Brain drain
Hallucination
Paranoia
Scared
Body in body
Life change
One too many
Last hit
Can’t do this anymore
This is
It

Half this age
Singed away
Drifts of paraphernalia
Father
Caught in limbo
Smoked insane
Nightmare vision
Not this day

 

beautifullyCRUEL

At least if I were beautiful
I would be something

At least if I were cruel
I would do something

People could look at me
Watch me walk
Want to
Fuck me

I could hurt people
Trap them
Torture them and
Kill them

I could be special by just standing

My image would be gold

I could be the devil by just acting

My motives would be fire

To be beautiful can be cruel
Hurting people with a glance
Image becomes torture
Desire equals pain

sHeHer

Sometimes I don’t know what to say
Rare for sure, but true anyway
Distant makes me wonder
Some say the heart grows fonder
Questions come and go
Answers somewhere head to toe

You were something in my mind
Talking to you after all this time
Seeing pictures of you and reading your words
Years gone by in separate worlds
Dark hair brown eyes freckle face
Dreams of kissing you in a far off place

Vane now it isn’t the same
Paths chosen in this ruthless game
Fantasy dragged me for a ride
Images of your body by my side
Future isn’t an unknown place
Build it daily behind this face

Burn away everything I’ve made
Guilt might wash away the debts long paid
Foolish to wash this all away
Fleeting fancy between pains of the day
Good luck girl my special friend
Sister lover companion to the end

enDings

Random acts
Caught by chance
Can’t have significance
When nothing here is relevant
Life saturated with decadence
You’d think if we had a chance
To take a bow and have this dance
Nothing in this world would last
If all we did was live the past
Stretching crawling beyond our caste
Yet this is where we make our stance
Kneading in our beds like cats
It wouldn’t hurt to stop and fast
Let our minds receive their penance
Find ourselves a place to land
Safe and sound in God’s soft hands

u… boy

Cracked out
Dysentery
Needle drip
Blood sponge
Ground Cheetos in the carpet
Spaghetti burnt stove top
Cigarette filter burn
Phlegm hack the kitty box
Mold under laundry piles
Paint peel reveals torture
Food stamps for soda pop
Lottery tickets table top
Sour body odor
Maxi pad over flow
Someone turned the lights off
He pressed his hands
Freckles crossed by tear drop
Lamb for the taking
Act like a boy now
Never let the love stop
Forced denial
Mother said it’s her fault
Blamed brown eyes for looking that way
Evil lives somewhere in a smile
Blue eyes ignorant to deviance
Bastard boy
Die boy
Better run and hide boy
Cry cry cry
We hope you
Die die die

eGypt

Slumber patterns
Drifting lanterns
Caught following
Crusted caverns

Trail of a legend
Walls of ancient language
Torches in the distance
Someone is there

Taher from before
Liaison and more
Guide through the chamber
No words to remember

Drawn into symbol
Heat grew in the darkness
Eyes never blink
Light brings vision

Drifting through the Duat
Gravity dissipates
Echoes solidify
Perception deviates

Earth spins dramatic
History reborn
Messages draped in myth
Structural divinity

Sleeping dogs lie flat
Time presses onward
Closed minds know not
Life shines forever