YOUiMEweBEnow

Don’t if you don’t want to… I can’t make you… I won’t do it… No… I won’t

Flip your lids away then… close your ears… but don’t forget… shut your mouth

Alone on this island… I don’t fear death… I won’t lay limp… weak… timid

I stand powerful… sturdy… distinguished… wild… eyes razor sharp

My mind digs in your soul.. disrupts your stability… feeds on your ineptitude

Inside you I am your master… your usurper… twisting through your spine

I control your motor… your desire… your talent… your pain… your will

I make you live… die… laugh… scream… cry… cum… bleed… create… fly

I am your maker… your lover… your giver… your taker… I am everything

Careful to keep you ignorant… blind… deaf… foolish… I pull your leash

Open your eyes… tell me you love me… let me in without knocking…

Time never ends… because it never started… doesn’t exist… and never will

 

sHeHer

Sometimes I don’t know what to say
Rare for sure, but true anyway
Distant makes me wonder
Some say the heart grows fonder
Questions come and go
Answers somewhere head to toe

You were something in my mind
Talking to you after all this time
Seeing pictures of you and reading your words
Years gone by in separate worlds
Dark hair brown eyes freckle face
Dreams of kissing you in a far off place

Vane now it isn’t the same
Paths chosen in this ruthless game
Fantasy dragged me for a ride
Images of your body by my side
Future isn’t an unknown place
Build it daily behind this face

Burn away everything I’ve made
Guilt might wash away the debts long paid
Foolish to wash this all away
Fleeting fancy between pains of the day
Good luck girl my special friend
Sister lover companion to the end

aGain

Radical acid bomb
Plasma teeth
Plastic face
Touched by a memory
Young lovers twist
Discover warmth
Heed desire
Lost to time
Found in line
Lust alteration
Regain acceptance
Texts and notes and memories recounted
Place to meet
Talk
Fuck
Could be all for not
Moments worth living in
Guilt pushed under the rug