Category Archives: narrative



Don’t tell me
You’re a liar
A real liar you
Gray wearing matter of facter
Terrible detractor
Backdoor handshakes hand shaking back stabs
Continents in blood
Running for the hills women and children
Tripped and fell on the hillside
Roll and roll and break bones crack snap echo
Distant conundrum
Truth bleeds through LCD fingertips
Keep digging through ones and zeroes
Lost time of nothing truth always on the lam
Said grandpa did it for Uncle Sam
He didn’t know what the fuck he was and why and how he just
How could we all be so stupid?

So goddamn mother fucking stupid



Don’t if you don’t want to… I can’t make you… I won’t do it… No… I won’t

Flip your lids away then… close your ears… but don’t forget… shut your mouth

Alone on this island… I don’t fear death… I won’t lay limp… weak… timid

I stand powerful… sturdy… distinguished… wild… eyes razor sharp

My mind digs in your soul.. disrupts your stability… feeds on your ineptitude

Inside you I am your master… your usurper… twisting through your spine

I control your motor… your desire… your talent… your pain… your will

I make you live… die… laugh… scream… cry… cum… bleed… create… fly

I am your maker… your lover… your giver… your taker… I am everything

Careful to keep you ignorant… blind… deaf… foolish… I pull your leash

Open your eyes… tell me you love me… let me in without knocking…

Time never ends… because it never started… doesn’t exist… and never will



cardboard paste face taste dribble on your finger lace
give me a sign that can take my heart away
robotic cybernetic hypnosis upload my memory plug
cancer stricken sidewalks dinner table for children
dirty knees and dirty mouths send credits to accounts
business men lie in the sewage for thrusts of bliss
disease their families from vice trips running from hell’s grip
cash on the dollar sweep in the profits
bank vaults filled with cyanide gave Abraham second sight
careful walking in this night monsters stalk your shadow tight
rain comes you try to flee but eyes turn red and teeth get sharper
nothing to do but try to get away yet they keep coming and gaining in number
found a cave to hide in far down that’away
distance hidden in trees with others with the eyes cut out
cover your ears and hold your breath let the tears mark your death
illusionary home stuck orbital in mind made abundance
telescopic freedom left bodies rotting and souls soaring
up UP away


Running and
Gasping for
Saturn in my
Comets every
Where in the
World can
Me be
Dumb and
Still dark in
Shoulder length
See through
Golden calves
White tipped toes
Balcony smoke
Time lapse
Wind blew
Hair cross
Tattoo wrist
Smile at
Me in the
Changes that
Ranges well
Past the
Check the
True made


Dignity of the driftwood came
perilously down the path.
Twisted in sight
battle tested
guidance gave intelligence
accompanied by faith.
Sinister personalities in the shadows
bore torches in the night.
Moon’s opulence glowed
poignant through the trees.
She said to me
her hand in mine
desperate eyes of passion
her lips quivered like
the day we first locked eyes
knowing in moments we would kiss
and never feel
the need to break free
to release our love
from the sliver between us.
She held my hand and told me
this could never be again.
These were the last moments of
our companionship
but our love
and togetherness
would live on.
I led her to a plateau
rocky and ancient
and worn into a natural state.
Forged by the druids
of mystic capability
where the mystery of their method
lay just as that
of the shadow
she followed me up the softened steps.
With hands on her shoulder
the drapes of her gown fell
in one pull.
Naked in the firelight
where my torch burned on from its holder
her skin warmed orange.
I lay her nude body down
across the stone tablet
imagining its cold
against her back
yet she did not wince
or shutter
and from my cloak I revealed the dagger
crimson handle
golden trim
and blessedly forged
steel blade.
“I love you my darling.”
Her head turned in the slightest
as my arms dropped swiftly
and the point broke into her heart
with a solid thrust
and pop of the sternum.
Air left her mouth one last time
but before it finally ascended her lips
I kissed them once more
inhaling her essence for that one final
magical time
under her moon
this final dance
at this
the end of her time.

I will think of her always
when the moon is out
life is dim
and the world
needs love.


In that itchy eyed dream world
lost in the past.
Lint under the finger nails
from Sunday last.
Give me liberty
from pain of yesterday.
Tell the story faithful
below the tree we lay.

Sunshine and daffodils
linger softly at my feet.
Crayfish in Allegany
from the bubbling creek we meet.
Long socks and ice cream
give way to drug cushioned insecurity.
It was clear once
then the world shattered.

Give us this day
our daily bread
and remember the sins
that led us here.
Tell me father
is there an answer to find?
Or do I already know it
and you did so
in kind?

Beautiful sunshine
please last forever.
Let our breath be full
of God’s bright splendor.
If we forgive ourselves
let us have salvation.
I love you Dad
and I’ll never
forget you.


lips numb to the touch
vomit stained
lost on the bathroom floor
cold makes comfortable
inches moved
cause for disruption
dehydration stomach pain
weak in the bones
fell from the knees
day wasted
morning night
eyes close pressure
makes one to four
find the core
search yourself for answers
find themĀ in the score