Tag Archives: dreams

sHeHer

Sometimes I don’t know what to say
Rare for sure, but true anyway
Distant makes me wonder
Some say the heart grows fonder
Questions come and go
Answers somewhere head to toe

You were something in my mind
Talking to you after all this time
Seeing pictures of you and reading your words
Years gone by in separate worlds
Dark hair brown eyes freckle face
Dreams of kissing you in a far off place

Vane now it isn’t the same
Paths chosen in this ruthless game
Fantasy dragged me for a ride
Images of your body by my side
Future isn’t an unknown place
Build it daily behind this face

Burn away everything I’ve made
Guilt might wash away the debts long paid
Foolish to wash this all away
Fleeting fancy between pains of the day
Good luck girl my special friend
Sister lover companion to the end

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omniscience …

No I…

Running                      find it

there
Stars could be
small

Who’s to really know
looking glass tells us so…
Feet on the ground
ravage
earthly Earth
savage
sphere
Aura of…

When my eyes hurt
stare at the sun

Heart beat
rhythm
If me….                                 explore opposites
polar

Constant motion
perpetual impossibility
All possible
truth disproves the impossible

light flickered on the finger tips of the child
fire kissed water in the darkness
black is the color of possibility
infinite subconscious of nebular existence

human beings on a singular planet
traveling at the human defined speed of light
human defined laws of physics
earth bound perception
limited by sight

is what you see what you get…
if that’s all you want
perhaps

spring   summer   fall   winter

sun moon earth

all in between

Hand passes through past the eyes
synapsis lightning strike
there is no air as air as nothing
different degrees of matter in a material
all one in All for degree determines difference for the eye to the brain to the thought to the…

“Go to sleep dear,
it’s only a dream.
Worry will get you nowhere.
Go back to sleep.
You’ll feel better in the morning.”

… exhale

gone

feel it wasting away
love shedding itself
eyes dry from misuse
lost the need to dream
gone out on a cold day
no food or drink or destination
hope to find myself some way
this can’t be all I’ve found

time has set itself aside
resting inside my belly
thought we’d be somewhere else by now
life has gone astray

we are all beacons for that light
thought I was special then
now I am nothing but unfinished work
poems of pure impatience

maybe some day that dreams will return
the light will shine throughout me
for now regret lays heavy on my shoulders
help me find my path

the word spelled into my soul
conjured stories of hell foretold
distance between myself and I
there was a child who created
but now
he will die

SHE_IS=THIS-now

Follow
hussssshhhhh
Careful to care free
linen wrap
Soft breeze
Sun over the Pacific
west coast of nothingness
Rocky cliffs and wild horses
round sunglasses off
Squinty
look down reflection
eyes up
Contemptuous

lost her in the waves
all gone along the shore
filtered bliss of sexual repugnance
thought it was in a handful
late summer drive
purple-orange horizon
pumped gas in a daze
snacked without hunger

Motel odor
Matisse copied into brass frame
Moments of feeling whisked to the wind
Minds held fusion back together for a night
Mutual physical release replenishes the day
Morning brings a chance to start a again

A chance to live for when

hu

manic
out of
breath
“Oh my…”
don’t
“But…”
that door is there
step
back
“NO”
cluttered lobes
discontinued dreams
favored sights
tired themes

Squoosh leather
Door creak metal
Slam
Putter chug ignition
AM
Quarter tank
Miles to go
No one to thank
Desert before you
Jungle abound
Climb mountains for nothing
Swim oceans for love
Thank you my sweetheart
They know what they’ve
Done